#Chapter 6

I realize that I'm becoming more and more like Rachel who is used to me my best friend for life but not anymore because she is my greatest enemy in life..My messages inbox has loads of messages from boys(Shawn,Julian,Nicholas,Jyun and many more)I kept texting them..Realizing that boys can be a greater friend then girls because they don't get jealous easily and talk bad stuffs bout you.
Now I kept flirting with people and makes me feel like I'm a playgirl and others may think that I'm a bitch.And that cost my faces and name a lot of disaster because of jealousy I guess..
And now I got two ex-boyfriend that is Darly Tan the fat ass and Lai Ming Yi the rich,caring and annoying one.But Darly Tan doesn't count as an ex because its just a misunderstanding after all.
Boys that likes me before?Named them:Jordan,Jay,Walter, Ming Yi,Darly,Julian,Shawn,Kenichi,Yin Lei and many more that I haven't discover
Boys that I liked?Name them:Ming Yi,Julian.Shawn and Nicholas seriously.
Love really hurts.How do I know?I felt it before.I really like Shawn and i thought I really got a chance with him because he said he was single although his 20.He have a very sweet smile,study at Equator,have a body line and good at swimming.He even show some signs and reaction that he likes me.But after few months,I found out that he have a girlfriend without telling me.I was so hurt and sad.
Well,who's gonna be my next lover?I dunno is my answer.